Confessions of a Manaholic

Confession #1, I've stayed away from a serious relationship because I know I'm capable of cheating.


Why do I feel I'm capable of cheating? Probably because I haven't had many positive experiences with the men in my life. From a little girl, seeing the wrong doings towards my mother, aunts, grandmother, sisters, and now me. I guess it would be a defense mechanism. I've heard many women say all men cheat... so I guess I figure why wouldn't I? I would never do it first, it would purely be retaliation, but two wrongs don't make a right, and I believe in prevention, so I've just never gotten to the point to see exactly how this currently imaginary scenario would play out.